the day I found out I was a loser

The worst insult that I have ever gotten... "You think I have it bad? well you've got it worse."
I've contemplated on this insult for a very long time after it was said to me, and Ive come to the conclusion that there is no such comeback except for maybe "F. You"
To be honest, the situation was actually quite funny and I should take it as a joke. But maybe I am really lame? What am I supposed to tell my kids? "Mommy was a big time loser so don't be surprised if you are too...?" That's messed up. to put that kind of future on someone. I guess I just wont have kids.
.... naw. I'm a bad ass and I'm gonna make bad ass kids.

Hope this fed your Katie's blog hunger :)

Ok gO

Just found my new love, not that I didn't love them before, but the band Ok go has this pretty sweet video. I look up to whomever thinks up their video ideas.
Check it out cause it's quite fun.

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

2010

Many people would like to say that there is something that they want to do different with there lives like quit smoking, or quit swearing, loose weight.... Well this is the year to do it. Since the world is going to end in 2012, we might as well. There is no more excuses people! it's time to live in the present. Lets all repent so that when it's judgement day we all don't go to Hell.

Lets all apologize for our mistakes and befriend our enemies, Kiss the ones we love and make up for lost time. Take a long awaited vacation, or adopt a poor child from a different country that could use some loving and a warm home made meal.

Lets all live like there wont be a tomorrow. Happy New Year to all my readers i hope your 2010 is better than 2009.

MEN

Putting a new perspective on how I adorable men really are, STORY: Yesterday as I failed to post a blog, I went to my company christmas party. We had parked very far away from the venue, and my friend had worn heals. Bad mistake, but the dress code was business casual. Back to the fact that men are adorable in certain situations, My friend Mason took his shoes off and gave them to Ercilia... It was freezing cold out and the sidewalks were very icy. I was blown away by his compassion. Good job Mason you are a true gentleman and a scholar!

If all men were like this, the world would be a better place. Men, take a mental note, or write it down if you have to.

dumb roomies

My roommates are fucking dumb!

Cleaning check is tomorrow and they failed to tell me that I would have to buy new drip pans for the stove tops because they were fucking disgusting and impossible to clean! All I wanted to do was go home clean up the kitchen and go to bed. Yes, I know it's Friday, but this week kicked my butt with midterms and all. So the new pans ended up costing me $10.00 that I didn't want to spend. FML.

Test Anxiety

Tests fucking suck. no one likes them and you don't ever learn anything from them... well that's not true. It's very possible to learn a lot from cramming for a final. But like I had mentioned before test taking does suck. I wish that everyone could have their own stress folder where they can store all their stress and empty it into the middle of nowhere when it gets full, which for a lot of people, it would have to be emptied out 3-4 days a week. Doing some research, I do have stress anxiety and it's no good. I wonder if you could get prescribed tripy medication for that...?? It's considered a disease... why not?

HOW DO I KNOW IF I HAVE TEST ANXIETY? (Not that you wouldn't know)

You probably have test anxiety if you answer YES to four or more of the following:

1. I have a hard time getting started studying for a test.
2. When studying for a test, I find many things that distract me.
3. I expect to do poorly on a test no matter how much or how hard I study.
4. When taking a test, I experience physical discomfort such as sweaty palms, an upset stomach, a headache, difficulty breathing, and tension in my muscles.
5. When taking a test, I find it difficult to understand the directions and questions.
6. When taking a test, I have difficulty organizing my thoughts.
7. When taking a test, I often "draw a blank."
8. When taking a test, I find my mind wandering to other things.
9. I usually score lower on a test than I do on assignments and papers.
10. After a test, I remember information I couldn't recall during the test.*

If you ever need some help with some study/notes/test taking skills here's a good website for ya. CLICK HERE B :)


*Resources-
http://www.how-to-study.com/study-skills/en/taking-tests/47/test-anxiety/

Chocolate Cake

OMG! Let me just first say ... Phil, I love you for bringing me thee best cake ever today!
Anyone who hasnt had Gandolfos Chocolate muse cake before, needs to stop reading this lame ass blog, get in the car, and get your butt there and get some. It's like the earth hit the breaks and nothing else matters, like time just stops for the moment your eating it. I bet you that's how God feels every second of every day.